Loneliness . Its a thing today. It seems it always comes out on Sundays. Well and the anxiety. Sundays really are hard days for me. I get everything done that needs to be done on Saturdays. And Sundays, I’m alone with nothing to do. No one to talk to. It all builds on Saturday and … More Lonely again…
So I disappeared. I hardcore disappeared. Its been a bit rough round these parts. I decided I’m moving back to the US. I mean its about time, my degree is almost done. I’ve been away for 4 years. But the decision wasn’t based on “almost done.” It was based on “I’m so unhappy here that … More I disappeared.
Its a game by itch.io. But its a meditation at the same time. https://adrianadrian.itch.io/soften-soothe-allow I’ve been instructed to dive back into meditation. I sort of climbed out after trying it for a while. I’m not sure why. I know there is plenty of research on how its is beneficial. Even five minutes a day is shown to … More Soften, Sooth, Allow. The Game.
When I say I’m tired, there is so much more to it than than the simple words of “I’m tired.” Its something that encompasses my body, my mind, even my soul. People might ask how I’m doing in passing, and I usually say “Good.” For the simple reason that I don’t want to get into … More What “I’m Tired” means
I’ve written about the power in being lonely. But what do you do when you’ve passed the point of loneliness, have tried to connect, and there is still no one? When the logic is fine, but the feeling gets to be too much? The weekends are always hard for me. I am alone. From Friday night … More Embrace it, don’t fight it